~~x Tuesday, October 31, 2006 x~~

Woke up at 7.30 and get ready fo school..
Got maths and social studies paper today..
Didnt study for any of that..
Too lazy..
Haha..
Must Have confidence and everything will be okay..
Hehehe...

Then reached school, went to buy siew mai and lemon tea for breakfast..
Went for maths paper..
Came late fo paper coz of smoking..
Haha..

Maths paper was so easy but only for da first few page..
have confidence that i'll pass..

After paper, went to raffles city for lunch.
Ate black carrot cake with Tania and Jessie..
Stupid carrot cake taste not nice liao..
Not spicy also..

Tania was sleeping all da way..
Little piglet..
Smiles

Then after lunch..
Went back to school and rest for a while at 6th floor, dressing room.
After some time decided to revise for social studies paper at 2..
With Sherie, Junrong, Justin & Hershey..
Teri,Lucas,Hong Wen and John were there too.
But actually i didnt study at all...

At 1.45, went to have last smoke before paper..
Then mom called to say that she went to da doctor at paya lebar and already fixed a date for ma baby..
She told me that after paper i have appointment there..
She told me at da wrong time..

For ma ss paper..
For da source based question i can do but for essay..
I couldnt do it..
Firstly i was so damn sleepy..
Then i couldnt think straight cz of ma baby..
Couldnt accept da fact that it will be gone by today..

Then after school mom came and told me that appointment was at 7pm..
So went back home to but bdae cake for ma sis..
Then after that rest for a while..
left at 6.45pm to fetch ma sis boifren as he is sick too..
Went to paya lebar doctor..
Met da doctor..

So scary..
He's old and a bit of a pervet..
Eeee..
Nevermind..
I'd rather keep the information to maself..
Took some medicine..
They referred me to Mount Elizabeth Hospital.

Either its tomorrow morning or friday afternoon.
Tmrw morning they will confirm wit me when..

Went back home.. Talked to ma sis for a while..
Too tired now..
Guess gotta rest now on da bed for a while..

*Tania*
= Gurl.. I love u.. Tmrws ur bdae.. Haha..
Gotta sabo u.. HEhe..
Soon we go Marina South okay.. Celebrate belated bdae..
I love u a lot okay.. Thanks fo bein a special fren to me..
You;re da best i ever had..
Smiles..

*Jessie*
= Dear.. You crazy bachormee..
U're a great fren to me. Thanks a lot for all da care
and concern.. Hehe..
Crazy pig you..
Got boifren already better dun forget us..Haha... Lol..
You and Tania... Are da best frens i ever had..
Muacks..

Loves u guys a lot..
Infact, i love u guys more thatn u guys love me..
BIG GRIN...

+ don't judge me. 9:35 PM +

~~x Monday, October 30, 2006 x~~

I slept late da previous dae..
Had to wake up at 7am..
So sleepy and tired..
But since its gonna be ma first day of werk...
Forced myself to wake up..

Reached werk place late.
Was supposed to be there at 8.30 but i reached there at 8.45am..
Haha..

Then started to do the job..
All about online ordering but from US..
Easy but boring
Got two kaki to go smoke..
Haha so happy..

Lunch time at 12.30-1.30
But i didnt go anywhere except smoke..
Got money but no appetite..
Alone sumore..
Damn..

Finished at around 5.45pm..
Tania Jessie and Rachel already at ma werkplace waiting for me since 1plus
so touching..

Hehehe

Then ate at long john..
Went to ma sis werkplace to pass her thumbdrive..
Luckily didnt bump into him..
Or actually i was hoping?..
Nah... No idea lor..

Nevermind..
Then tania's dad fetch us home.
before that went to buy black carrot cake coz i've been craving for it.

When i reach home,i realised that actually they gave me noodles instead..
So heartbroken..
HHmmpphh..

Today ma sis bdae..
But we didnt do anything.,.
Tmrw maths and docial studies exam..
Damn..
Cannot study..
Haiz..

So tired.
Gonna sleep soon..
Write again tmrw..
YaWn!!...

+ don't judge me. 10:15 PM +

~~x Sunday, October 29, 2006 x~~

Woke up at around 1plus in da afternn
wat a long sleep..
Haha..
Then went out to ma sis's werkplace
Ate lunch wit her from 3.30-4.30
had a good chat wit her..
She do noes hw 2 make me feel betta..

Then went to meet Rachel and Tania at bugis MRT
Rachel reached first then tania
then met jessie at bugis junction
She and her cup noodle
she's 24/7 hungry..
Hahaha..

Studied at Bugis Macdonald..
Talked about my baby..
Still trying to figure out if i really should heed ma family's advice to go abort it
But i really love ma baby
Dun have da heart to do tat

At 7plus, jessies boifren came
He called her hp and i picked it up cz she was at da ladies
then he was actually standing infront of me and yet i have no idea
cz i was facing da other side
I realise it only until he said on the phone tat he is standin infront of me..
Hahaha
so stupid and embarrassin
Dumb me

Then we ate fries
Drank coke
Smoke lyk crazy..
Then at around 8 plus,
Me, Tania and rachel left
Jessie and da boi2 went sumwer to eat dinner

Tania stopped at eunos wit me
Smoke a stick then we took seperate buses..

Damn..
Tmrw start werk at 8.30
first day of werk
haiyah
so scary
most probably im da youngest der
dunno wat to wear sia...

then mayb after werk which is around 5.30
meeting tania jessie and rachel at ma werkplace der to study..

Man..
so many activities
no money liao
dun even have enuff cigarettes 2 last me till tmrw
im gonna die at werk
mayb lunch also not eatin
not enuff money lah..
fuck sia
better hurry up get salary..

havent werk talk about pay already..
hehe
then mayb dis sat or sun, startin werk at da pizza contact centre
werkin as phone operator..
haha
but short hours only..
wokay la..
need to print stuff for ma revision.
sleepin after ma sis cum back werk at arnd 2 plus
im only gonna hav a short sleep b4 wakin up 4 werk tmrw

tuesday's ma sis's bdae n yet i hav no money to buy a present
damn
wed is tania bdae
shit sia
so broke
still gt maths and social studies exam on tuesdae..haiz..
got to go la..
bye..

ma baby, i really love u...

+ don't judge me. 11:36 PM +

~~x Saturday, October 28, 2006 x~~

Early in da mornin went to poly..
made an appointment..
for ultra-scan..
its on november..

3plus, tania came at ma block..
Then went ma sis's werk place
ate lunch with her..
then went to bras basah to sell 4 textboooks..
they gave me only $8..
damn..

then went to bugis..
ate sushi..
walk here walk der..

then at 7plus
tania's boyfren came..
i left at 8pm..

im still confused if i should keep da baby or...
i wish somehow da father of the baby dissappear..
the thought of him makes me feel frustrated..

idiot him..
all he ever make me feel is angry..
sweet talk?..
think so!

+ don't judge me. 11:06 AM +

~~x Friday, October 27, 2006 x~~

Haiz..
Finally i'm done wit ma blog..
Been lazy and busy lately..
No tym for blog..
Heez..

Told tania wanna work..
Then she called her fren..

Wells..
Finally i'm out..
Went to school..
Met Jessie and Tania..
Had breakfst at macdonalds then go class late..
End school at 1pm..

At 2.40pm mom came bring me home outta from dat hell..
The people called me and asked me to start work on monday..
08.30 am..
so early..

Slack at home and at around 6plus Tania came ma house..
Then go eat dinner at Tampines Mall eat pizzahut..
So freaking full..
Took neoprint wit Tania..
So happy..
Sms mom that i'm pregnant..

Reached home at 9.20pm..
Watch chinese show till 10pm..
Then talked and quarrelled with ma family because of da baby..

Wanted me to abort it..
i wont!!
I'm keeping it..
In da end i left with 2 choices
either ask the baby's father take some responsibility or
stay at ma fathers lyk=disaster..

Played computer for a while..
Going to polyclinic tomorrow morning..
gotta sleep..
Nyte2..

Baby,i love u..

+ don't judge me. 11:50 PM +